Sweet.
Tart.
Vibrant.
It’s the state of my mind in the state of my world
I can’t keep at peace because somewhere
where some void in logic was beneath us
Common made Sense
And Sense made hast
and left.
Out and over there.
East and West
Leaving me in the middle where all eyes are suppose to see. (mind)
God use to talk to me
As clear as a Sunday sermon
But in Sense’s hast
Sunday sermons became Monday through Friday
Village voices
Trains, planes and automobile sounds
Information overload (hearing)
That became the organized noise of political ignorance
Static that kicked me down to the ground
Feeding upon sugar frosted spoonfuls of dirt and grim
Filling me into a diabetic delirium
So high
The pressure behind my eyes push folds that cover my eyes
That Common helped to secure. (sight)
But since Common defied Sense
Taking half my soul
Half my life
On knees with hands stretched out
blind.
Folded over,
that dark moving mist
touched the Earth softly like hot ice in summer.
Harden Black skin evolved to embrace the light
Until it felt warmth no more. (touch)
But this was no special effect
Hands begin to cover my wide and big nose,
Erasing another sense
Preventing me from smelling acid rain drenched shrubs and Bush
Tied down by blond headed girls calling my restraints their little Chainy
Held cold by that Nine Eleven winds that blew North uptown.
Three made two down to one. (smell)
The exact numbers of strikes without the proper tools to play hardball.
Sense.
In my blindness my mind’s eye work
And I know GOD, I am surrounded by Angels of servitude.
Angel’s without Will or Want
Because that was what they were created to do,
all they can ever do.
And with out Sense
Like GOD I can use them to answer, serve and deliver
Abuse and amuse those whom know they have no power
Those whom have no knowledge to control Angels.
And like that dark mist that moved
like the Nine Eleven winds
a modern tablet of commandments wrote across my mind
Hard and complete.
“Control what people think and control what people do.”
The beginning of a new Doctrine
ending with stone words
And Angels whispered to me,
“Age and Treachery will always out do Youth and Skill”.
Unto Man
Create minions
ending with stone words
and 1 stayed 1
deaf dumb and blind.
For living thus my crime.
Thus the state of my mind in the state of my world
I have become.
But I can still taste the
Sweet.
Tart.
Vibrant.
A balance.
A thought.
The life experience of Common plus Sense
And my Faith.
Common Sense by Shazza Nakim
Copyright © by Peace of Mind Publishings and with permission by Shazza Nakim
1 comment:
{Bravo}
When I read your prose it brought back to mind this piece I had done awhile ago...
NO! No. no…
my human soul is not breaking
even if they’re telling us to walk straight and never deviate
even if they’re cracking bones and telling us it’s fate
even if they’re paving out the road
with the schools sold
and saying the weddings don’t mean much
and the jobs mean even less like education and such
and they keep us marching no matter the cost
so we can’t look for the love poems we’ve lost.
Because
if they take away the schools and the career paths
our non-stop expressway through
joysocializationninetofivemarriagekidsretirementdeath you do the math
WE become the third world,
struggling blood diamond fields swaying in the winds of war,
seducing strangers with words and lies that soar
just to see how far our virginity will score
they’ve raped Africa and Asia almost like porn
their children on our corners and their wares at our feet
fifteen cents for every child letting our Dictators have their way
in a factory for Barbie dolls that opens 5 AM each day
innocence is dying in the sweatshops of our greed
I’m wondering how none before had made America bleed.
I know some of us are angels with the sunlight on our backs
But some of America has hung our freedoms on the rack.
Where’s the call for revolution for the rights we thought we had?
Where’s the fight for speaking freely when this country gets me mad?
Where’s America of schoolrooms where the lesson are like songs?
Where’s America the beautiful, what the fuck is going on?
I dream of reading to a crowd that’s lined up out the door
just like Sonia and Nikki did on their cross-country tours.
I dream of sitting in cafés with the moonlight peaking in
seeing art and music as it shimmers on the skin,
talking about living
and of love and sighs and sin,
giving into freedom and giving into whims,
seeing all the world around me and loving its worth
the song of people…the beauty of the earth.
I dream of riding out to the sunset with Martin and his Queen
seeing all he really meant when he said I Have A Dream
let me reach out to my brothers and pull them back to me
let them spill that anger on me so that I can make them see
that none of them are failures, and none of them are lost
they’re just told to walk a straight line
at ALL or any cost
But
OUR human soul is curved
the proof is in our lining
we are not like the rest
OUR souls are intertwining
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